Thursday, January 21, 2010

A Little Update,...

Well as of last week it would seem that I lack a certain seratonin level in my brain. That being said, I needed to do a certain brain retreat as to why I am the way I am...Hmmm, let's see,..I'm a 32 year old male with a wonderful girl, financially secure and in reasonably good health, yet for some reason, I can't find my smile, (I've been told,...professionaly...that I've lost it) so during this self imposed exile, this blog will act both as my emotional outlet and my conduit to the world. Yes, I know this paragraph is a little irractic, if not downright nonsensical, yet try to enjoy this behaviour and chalk it up to my 'being'!

A short time ago, I decided to compile a list of 'things' which annoy me to levels resulting in an epinephrine/dopamine/adrenaline cocktail the likes of which can only can only be compared to hurricane Katrina. My parents, two wonderful people who support my every decision find themselves amidst my emotional whirlwind as best they can, trying to give support and advice to 'cheer' me up...For that I thank them. For the next few days, I will try as best as I can to find that 'happy place' that I have been longing for. This blog, my faithful readers will hopefully visualize the journey through my eyes as I try to recapture my sanity.

Saint Thomas Aquinas,..Ora Pro Nobis..