Wednesday, February 1, 2012

Process of Transformation,..'LET's Get it ON!!!

This is it!  Today is the day that I will meet with the vocations director for the english side of the diocese in Montreal.  The running away is over, the decision has been taken...Its now or never!  This is one of those blog  entries whereby I will need to solicit prayers.  For the last year, I followed the advice of my parish priest (Btw,..an awesome holy priest!  Word up Father Martineau!!!) and began studying as an external student.   During this time,.I began looking into the Spirituality of St John Chysostom and began cleaning up the mess that was my interior life, less Charlie Sheen, more Francis of Assisi...(For this I give props to Father Steven Grunow, the number two man at 'Word on Fire' ministries.)  Next up, through the advice of one of my best friends I began to pray the breviary,..Those psalms can act like spiritual supplements,.lke a faith based protein shake!  (That piece of advice came from Father Greg Cizcek)  Then came the ultimate gift the Holy Spirit gave me,..an awesome Spiritual director (Shout out to Fr Guy Guindon PSS,..) who comes from my world,.the gym!  He has experience in Shotokan Karate, and also is good friends with George St Pierre.  (St Pierre and I train at the same Jiu Jitsu School under the same coach Bruno Fernandes,..Gracie Barra.)  So how much more evidence do I need?

Well,..there is of course my secular friends who still don't quite understand this path but support me nonetheless!  My family, who thought I was called to priesthood as a kid,.(I probably was!  I just ran in the other direction as fast as I could!  'Probably', because ultimately the seminary is the house of discernment)  My facebook friends, awesome people who I met online, and have actually developed friendships with, real ones!  (Generation Benedict!!  This past summer I met Nick, Jason and Christina in Florida).  The women in my life,.my ex girlfriend, who saw me transform, twist and turn, becoming more 'rigid' and disturbed at all liturgical nonsense and at life in general, yet stayed with me, through all of it before I finally fell into a depression.  The bloggers out there, whom I eagerly await their posts,..we shared, vented and laughed at our silliness,..(Especially Button, Footer, Teresa and Heresy Hunter..)

To any guy out there being called,..you know the deal.  You'll run, He'll let you experience all there is to experience.  You'll never be fulfilled whatever job you do,.you'll try relationships, new hobbies,..etc.  Ultimately God knows where you will be completely happy.  It sucks,.it really does, especially when all you do is wonder why everyone around you is happy and you are not.  


My path back to the Church,.started with the priest in the Diocesan bookroom, and now I meet with the friggin' vocations director!  God has an awesome sense of humour,..He ordained a new priest last week, Fr Jason Piper, whose last quote to me was 'Like Nike,..Just do it!'   I prefer 'Big' John McCarthy, 'Let's get it on!!!!!'   My favorite though is St Faustina,...Jesus I trust in You!






St Jean Viannay,...........ora pro nobis!

22 comments:

Left-footer said...

You've made a great and momentous decision and, I'm sure, the right one, and I guess you'll have a lot of people, me included, praying for you.

I hope you'll find time to continue blogging. It will make great reading.

God bless!

Left-footer said...

I've just read your 'OptimusWorkout'. I guess I'm too old, and it would kill me, but its brilliantly argued.

Tweeting and linking to it now.

Teresa said...

This is spectacular news Marco! God be with you as you go through this new journey, onward to priesthood. You will make an excellent priest! You are in my thoughts and prayers.

Patrick Button said...

Praise be to God! I am sure that you will make an awesome priest!

Optimusmastro said...

Thanks everyone! Please keep the prayers coming,(especialy Mother Mary!) @ Footer,.1. I'll always blog! 2,..Your never too old to start working out! ;)

God Bless

-M

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jenkins james said...





BE CAREFUL HERE NOBODY CAN HELP YOU HERE OR EVEN SUGGEST HOW YOU CAN GET YOUR EX OR LOVE BACK,ANY TESTIMONIES OF MOST SPELL CASTER HERE MUST BE IGNORE.BECAUSE MOST OF THEM ARE SCAM I MEAN REAL SCAM WHICH I WAS A VICTIM AND I GOT RIPPED OF THOUSANDS OF DOLLARS BECAUSE I WAS SO ANXIOUS TO GET MY WIFE BACK AFTER SHE LEFT ME FOR OVER 2 YEARS WITH MY 7 YEARS OLD SON JERRY,I HAVE APPLIED TO 7 DIFFERENT SPELL CASTER HERE AND ALL TO NO AVAIL THEY ALL ASK FOR SAME THING SEND YOUR NAME YOUR EX NAME ADDRESS AND PICTURE PHONE NUMBER ETC WHICH I DID OVER AND OVER AGAIN AND MOST OF THEM WERE FROM WEST AFRICA UNTIL I SAW A POST ABOUT MAMA ANITA SPELL AND I DECIDED TO GAVE HER MY LAST TRAIL.SHE ASK ME FOUR THINGS MY REAL NAME,MY EX AND MY EX MOTHER NAME AND $180 AND SAID MY EX WILL COME BACK IN 24HOURS, I HAVE PAID OVER $3000 ON SPELL CASTING AND COURIER AND NOTHING HAVE WORK FOR ME AFTER 3 DAYS I WAS THINKING ABOUT HOW MUCH I HAVE LOST SO FAR SO I SAID LET ME GIVE HER A TRY SO I CALLED HER AGAIN AND SEND MY REAL NAME,MY EX AND MY EX MOTHER NAME AND THE $180 BECAUSE I SWEAR IT WAS MY LAST TRY SO I WAS WAITING AS SHE TOLD ME TO WAIT TILL NEXT DAY AND I COULD NOT SLEEP THAT NIGHT BECAUSE I REALLY LOVE MY WIFE AND WANT HER BACK AT 9PM THAT DAY I SAW MY WIFE ON LINE ON FACE BOOK AND SHE SAID HI AT FIRST I WAS SHOCK BECAUSE SHE NEVER TALK WITH ME FOR THE PAST A YEAR AND 9 MONTH NOW I DID NOT REPLY AGAIN SHE SAID ARE YOU THERE? I QUICKLY REPLY YES AND SHE SAID CAN WE SEE TOMORROW I SAID YES AND SHE WENT OFF-LINE I WAS CONFUSED I TRY TO CHAT HER AGAIN BUT SHE WAS NO MORE ON LINE I COULD NOT SLEEP THAT NIGHT AS I WAS WONDERING WHAT SHE IS GOING TO SAY, BY 7.AM THE NEXT MORNING SHE GAVE ME A MISS CALL I DECIDED NOT TO CALL BACK AS I WAS STILL ON SHOCK AGAIN SHE CALL AND I PICK SHE SAID CAN WE SEE AFTER WORK TODAY I SAID YES SO SHE END THE CALL IMMEDIATELY I GOT OFF WORK SHE CALL ME AND WE MEET AND NOW WE ARE BACK AGAIN I CALL MAMA ANITA THE NEXT DAY THANKING HER FOR WHAT SHE HAS DONE IN FACT I STILL CALL HER AND THANK HER AS MY LIFE WAS NOT COMPLETE WITHOUT MY WIFE PLEASE BE CAREFUL HERE I HAVE BEEN SCAM THOUSANDS OF DOLLARS IF YOU WANT A TRUE LOVE SPELL THEN CONTACT MAMA ANITA (mama.anitatruelovespell@gmail.com)

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